It was part of the prep for Peabody entrance exams. I would have been competing against people who had been doing this stuff since they were like 8 years old. BTW I opted to not even apply lol ! I figured I’d gotten in too late and their tuition was crazy expensive and they wouldn’t give me any aid even though I had excellent grades in high school. I found a fairly local private college with a decent music department that actually cared about how hard I worked at my grades lol
Still, I think that foundation was good and it did teach me proper tone production. That aspect you’d quoted, yeah…I didn’t love that. Could it be why even to this day dynamics is one of my least favorite aspects of music??? I get annoyed when I have to turn it up so that I can hear all the quite parts only to have my eardrums blown out by the loud parts. For all my time in that world…I just don’t belong in the classical space I don’t think haha!