man, I get it. That’s why I’m here, too.
The best thing I’ve learned from this site is that I don’t suck. I bet you don’t either and I hope you’ll do yourself the immense favor of believing in yourself.
I spent a long, long time not believing in myself and even putting myself down with negative self talk that led to negative self thought that led to self-defeatist behavior.
What a waste of time! I have had all the skills to play this solo like this for about 15 years, I just didn’t believe so I didn’t do.
If you’ll allow me to bold and give a tip - start believing and doing. You’ve already taken the first step to ending your belief that you suck by being here. No one here thinks you suck. We’re all here helping each other. Celebrating small victories. Focusing on little successes.
Forget the mis-steps, failures, false starts… What’re your little successes?