This thing just keeps on giving. I thought to get a bit more insight by subscribing to the Code, but I find myself completely immersed in the interesting and intelligent discussions everywhere.
Yesterday I watched the interview of Terry Syrek. Focal dystonia? I’ve heard of that. Golfers call it the yips. I could not have it. I am a bedroom guitarist. I play about 1 h a day if I have the chance. But then, the lights went on. Damn, my left hand pinky, it does not flatten. Has it ever? I thought it was a mechanical thing. That I can’t do it. I flatten it by playing with two fingers: ring finger has to be right next to it, almost on top, definitely touching pinky. Even then it is so-so.
So, looked at my right hand, thinking “what if that ****er can do it?”. Sure enough, it works like a charm. I had no idea!
Then I spent the much of the day at work playing with my pinky. I soon noticed that I can operate it at will very close to palm. It is weak, but it responds. Without thumb there is again possibility to flatten it farther from the palm, but not too well. Pressure from thumb removes my mental access to that particular joint. I can only curl it. Not extend. I am totally unable to roll my left pinky from one string to another. I only can use the tip of the finger.
I don’t (probably) have actual focal dystonia, but this is definitely a relative. As long as I remember, left has been like this, but the right hand and my tests prove to a certain degree that it is a neural thing, not mechanical. Now I am going to try to retrain my brain with the help of the more capable, friendly neighbourhood right pinky.