I came across this on youtube and feel this is one of my main issues with communicating with an instrument. I’m always trying to use my logic and force control over what I’m doing. But When learning how to talk I wasn’t anywhere near as aware as I am now, or lets say constantly checking myself, out of fear of losing competence and looking foolish. But babies’ babble and mumble sounding “ridiculous” for years. And through that trial and error mess they learn how to intuitively communicate.
I think this is also a reason why it’s so hard to master something at an older age, as you’re interfering with that embarrassing process to much so you don’t look incompetent.
You guys got any opinions on this?