We are a sort of “guitar self-improvement” Forum, so I think it’s normal that we are always thinking about learning and understanding new techniques, polishing the techniques we have, generally getting “better” (whatever that means) etc.
However, in doing so we shouldn’t be all “grass is greener on the other side”, and we should not forget that there may be many things we can already play that are fun to do and sound cool. We should also avoid that paralysing perfectionism where we think that nothing we play is good enough*, so we never share our playing with anyone.
So, don’t live your entire life locked in the woodshed! What are some cool things that you can already play right here and now? Play them!!!
PS: no, those perfect instagram performances are not real, don’t compare yourself to that. People cherry-pick and edit their s***t all the time. Your imperfect take with string noise, non-robotic timing, and slightly out-of-tune bends can still be great playing.